Dan is rather distressed: “I just broke up with
Sarah,” he confessed. “We talked it out last night. We had break up sex
this morning. I’m really depressed.”
Getting my head around sleeping with someone you’ve just broken up with
has always been a bit difficult for me. That aside, Dan’s break-up is
further complicated by the fact that his “girlfriend” is in fact
simultaneously dating another man – and has been for the past ten years.
“We realised we still really love each other,” he lamented. “But she
fell in love with me, and that was a threat to her other relationship.”
Dan had been seeing Sarah for a few months. They have a great time
together, similar interests, they fell for each other hard.
Meanwhile,Sarah has been with Paul since high school and last year,
following a rather traumatic breakup, they decided to reconcile under
the proviso that they could sleep with other people, with one
condition: don’t fall in love.
Breaking that rule with Dan, Sarah decided to end it weeks
ago,confessing her “sin” to Paul and begging forgiveness, but two days
later, she was back in bed with my mate Dan. “We couldn’t help
ourselves,” Dan told me. “She just ended up cheating with me.”
Trying to reason out the complicated politics and regulations of
an“open relationship” like Sarah and Paul’s I had to ask, what is
cheating when the rules are so blurry?
Clearly cheating, taken literally, just refers to the breaking of rules
that govern that particular situation. In this particular
instance,Sarah was forbidden from falling in love, but this seems at
odds with the basic human condition.
You cannot expect that one “external” sexual relationship would not, at
some point, offer the possibility of an emotional attachment, and where
is the line? If an outsider admits they are in love with you, does that
count? If you feel like you might love the outsider but never say
so,does that count? You can pick who you sleep with, you can’t choose
whether to fall in love.
On the other hand, a poly-amorous situation presents a completely
different set of guidelines. Rather than privileging one relationship
over another, you can conduct multiple, simultaneous relationships of
varying natural intensity, physical and emotional components without
the same romance-killing hierarchies that, in my mind, doom “open
relationships” to failure.
In theory, in a poly-amorous situation, the addition of another partner
does not threaten the continuation of a pre-existing relationship (so
long as all participating parties are clear on this arrangement, I
hasten to clarify).
In the end, Dan’s lady was faced with the decision to break off her
second relationship or vacate her first relationship in favour of the
more traditional version offered by my friend. The fate of this
situation remains undecided, but I wonder how many other relationship
arrangements are trucking along out there and I truly question if
“open” is ever the way to go.